Back after 2 years PLUS hiatus

reading back all the blog posts I have done in the past. and Realized how immature i was . However, i am still the eccentric and cranky girl as before.. ehem .. maybe i should called myself eccentric and cranky WOMAN now. Gosh :O Gosh i am an adult. Stiill couldn't accept that I am 21 and 22 - to - be this year :O Time, y U no move slower? :( BUT! Ages don't measure maturity I am still the childish fellow in the past. By getting into U, i learnt a lot You are an individual, no one will take care / paying attention on you just like how your parents did You need to be absolutely dependent and aware of what's happening around you Literally, getting in university is like a preparation of becoming a absolute ADULT Gosh feeling like i am an old woman now == Getting into adult stage, i realized how much had i wasted my time in the past. I wasted my time fooling around, playing around, chatting around, teasing around instead of doing those necessary stuffs which could actually leads me to a brighter / better future. i am so fucked up right ? hahaha well it's never too late to CHANGE. haha i am really regret that i gave up learning piano so easily. gosh. in the past, i never know i love music sooo much. watching Taylor Hanson or Jam Hsiao singing and playing piano at the same time, omg. i envy them so much. they gave me the incentive for learning to play piano AGAIN == p/s: i wonder why do i have so much strength to typed like this "i aM an idIOt" in the past. like a fool sial..