Grateful
Thanks god for everything I have now.
When i was 18, i failed to get into Spore Poly.
I was frustrated. I was indignant.
At the same time, i was also remorse.
I regret that i did not work hard for SPM.
10As is just not enough to achieve my goals.
I shouldn't just choose PHARMACY course for all my options to poly.
I should have listened to my parents.
I shouldn't be so bullheaded.
But what's done is done.
Nothing much we can do but accept the truth
. Getting rejected by Spore poly, i felt so helpless.
i put all my hopes on it. and that's why i fell so hard.
I felt like i am hopeless.
TARC, a name i used to despise.
People said TARC is for those who got bad results.
Well, it is absolutely wrong.
TARC offers me a full scholarship to pursue A-level.
Well,it's a great chance for me to be someone again.
Being a scholar, it's not easy to retain the scholarship.
Literally, i worked so hard for my AS level exam.
I did all the past years, studying in the library bla bla bla
Thanks god i got 4As for my AS level.
I was praised by everyone in the class, the lecturers, frens etc.
I shouldn't be haughty during that time
. I shouldn't be blindfolded by all the praises.
I shouldn't have taken A2 level so lightly.
I shouldn't have played with the fire
I lost my As coz of being too slack during my A2 exam.
Eventually, i only got two As for my Alevel.
when i saw the results, the first thought in my mind is "Gosh, i am phucked up again!"
History repeated. i got rejected from Spore U.
But God never give me up.
He Gave me a second chance.
I sent out a lot of application to all the scholarship program and etc.
None of them replied.
The tuition fees of private U is so damn high.
i really don't wanna burden on my parents.
i was in despair and gave up all the hopes.
It really took a toll on me. I was really shagged and in sorrow.
One day,THE STAR called me upon for an interview to pursue the full scholarship from UNMC.
I was so happy when i got the call.
I felt so surreal when i got the call from THE STAR EDUCATION FUND.
At the moment the person in charge said " Congrats you are chosen as the scholarship recipient ", i was in cloud nine.
i was in disbelief coz i didn't do well during the interview session.
i even burst into tears after the interview
.He hold me tight and said "As long as you have done your best, you are the best"
Thanks god for granting such a caring and wonderful father.
I was super duper happy when i got the scholarship and won the chance to study at UNMC (my dream uni during that time)
it's like seeing a bright light when you are in all dark.
Seriously, Thank you! thanks for everything u gave me.
For one moment, i just wanna thank you for everything that i am blessed with.
I am happy with my life now. with bunch of nice friends, and got into such a reputable U without paying. Thank you God .. I am so grateful. Please give me strength to be determined and continue working hard in
the future