Everything is vague to a degree you do not realize till you have tried to make it precise.

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is the matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for. It is a thing to be achieved. -William Jennings Bryan-

Monday, April 27, 2009

PPStream

i just watched a video from PPS..
TBS tv realised the dream of three highschool girls of japan to dance with DBSK ..
Gosh..
THSk even taught them dancing..
EnvY^^
and at last they performed it in front all the students of their school..
COOL^^
Everyone in the hall stood up and got high with the performance of THSK .wakaka..
this happened on January 2009.
cool~~i wanna go study at japan or korea^^kaka kidding

HYUKSOO











I watched some video from the youtube just now. It’s all about Eunhyuk(hyukjae) and Junsoo. From all the videos, I can see that they are really very close. They knew each other since they were in elementary school. And they have the same goal in the life, to become a famous singer in the future. Therefore, they joined SM company at the age of 12 and started their training together. At that time, they lived ,sang, played, made fun of other people together. For five or six years, they did many things together. They went for practice at SM together, played football together, having lunch together. They went home together ..they went shopping together. I think it was really a great time. Xiah said he is always the one who walked at the left and eunhyuk always walk at the right of him. Even if they switched, they will feel uncomfortable and then switched it back. Although Xiah junsoo debuted before eunhyuk . but they still keep in touch. Xiah junsoo even kept apologizing to eunhyuk because he gotta debuted before him. They confessed to each other about their feelings in the show. It is really rare in boys’ friendship. Envy^^ (micky dun jealous )

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

HelpLess...

i m overwhelmed by the nagging..the choices...the confusion...
with such a sucking results of me, i think i should just stop daydreaming of something better..just go to what i got...lol...life is full of unknown..who knows what will happen next? i have been rejected and rejected...and my heart is broken..i was disheartened..i just know that how cruel is this world..this community..this socioeconomic system...
i did cry..i did regret...but everything is just beyond my control..May god bless everyone...


what i really afraid ...i gotta adapt the new environment..
i cant imagine..i m gonna live without friends and family there...
the college life is unlike with the national service life..during ns life..everything of us..is under the arrangement of teachers...and..now the college life could be totally different..i m kinda people who really dont know how to get along with stranger..i m kinda stressed...i afraid i might be the one who is boycotted.. argh.lalala...reali hope i will be able to get in matriks...emm..my pa suddenly asked me to give up aimst...which was once my first choice to continue my study..everything is just unpredictable..i was once so wanted to go spore polytechnic.. now i looked back...it might not be the best option for me...emm... i was really naive...

Moody...frustrating...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The WINNER of American IDoL

Winner of American Idol
Season:
1.Kelly Clarkson
2.Ruben Studdard



3.Fantasia Monique Barrino
4.Carrie Underwood
5.Taylor Hicks
6.Jordin Brianna Sparks
7. David Cook
8. who gonna be the next american idol? izzit adam or danny or Chris or MATT?wakka...

?!?

i found a photo from the net...
i nvr know this photo was taken...
Wakaka...
it was taken by panjangs'(the rock or undertaker) camera i think...

prepare....



Say Cheese~!!!

No updates nor upgrades in my recent life

my wallpaper ....



my recent life..
jz online ...online...and online..
then TV...Tv...and tV
then lateh lateh lateh...

LOL...
kinda dont know wat to do...
work?(i dont think i have the time)

haiZzzz...
so just

Speechless...moodless...and helpless

Loss



1-4-2009
we lost something which is important to us ...
everyone of this family shed tears for the leaving of she..
everything was unpredictable and happened unexpectedly..
i couldnt accept the truth..
9 years..the past 9 years....she was always around us..

suddenly..u left..
when i looking at the place of u...
i feel lost..

i know that we cant predict our lives..
just hope that your life was the sweet one..
we had tried our best to give u the best..
rest in peace darling
u will always on my mind..my memory..till forever..

and u ...
we just left u with us..
i m speechless..moodless...and helpless...just...
wanna u to do the best as what she had done to this family..
all the best..