NO LIFE = SEM 2

No latest news update about my recent life.
Recently I don’t have the mood to update my blog. Or even bother it.
I will only have THE SPECIAL MOOD to start blogging at the midnite..like now…
haizZzzZzzZzzz…pitiful……

School is going to reopen.
I just realized I did nothing during this school holidays.
The most activities I did is “PLAYING POKER CARDS-CHOA DAIDEE”
I played it almost everyday at the Viwawa. Kind of addicted d. ARGH> I m a GAMBLER
I planned to study Bio and Chemistry. I PLANNED to.seriously
But I never carry it out.
Gosh, hope that mr.loh won’t give us any test once school reopens.
Just saw my new timetable for next year.
It is bloody damn full ah.
Everyday I have to go to school at 8am and the earliest is end at 3pm.
Who can save me??!???!??
Hope that Ah Vi can try to arrange it again with the teachers..so that we can go back earlier..
next year is gonna be the same.
Just that Miss Evelyn will teach us the Applied Math.
I cant believe that Mr.Loh takes over all Ms Tan tutorial and practical class of us.
I am so die.
He is the teacher that I most afraid in the college. Facing him during practical …gosh.
My heart will have thicker wall then.
Miss Melisa will teach us pure math. Wish that she is a good one. God Bless.

Gotta go back soon.
ARGH!
My Clock shows that it is 4.11am in the morning.
I Still don’t wanna sleep.
Wish 2010 will be a good one.Good year for me.
For everyone.
For my family.
FOR MY DEAREST DBSK.
Hope that everything can be solved asap.
I miss your smiles.
Especially Changminsshi… our little changmin baby needs his mama and bros…he cant survive with only his papa.

Lee Soo Man, faster solve it larr.or else u will lose more money in the stock market.
There are the main resources of your company.
Don’t blame them and saying them heartless.
They should get the fruits that they labor.
You are sucking their blood. Shamelessly …..
SM Entertainment…a name with glorious.
Donghae , Eunhyuk, KangIn , Hankyung them are also planning to leave the company.
No SUJU noDBSK. U left only Shinee, F(X), SNSD.
Do something to save your company larrrr…
Look at what YG did..



MICKY, HERO,Xiah, DONGHae,EunHyuk ,KAngin, and hankyung can set up a new company arrrr…
Named DB SUJU…Dong Bang SuJU?
Haha..anyway, just hope that u guys will get what you should get.
What ‘s done is done. Just wait and see what is going to happened.
Just don’t hope that SHINHWA matter happened again.

HWAITING!

Touching

i cant stop crying when i watching the video..
suddenly i missed yoyo.
gosh

xiah latest musical theatre

变数

最近的我变得很自卑，不太想说话。
最近好像有点容易发脾气。
对很多人，事，物都很心寒。
最近的我变得怪里怪气，情绪也很不稳定， 更容易被激怒。
被很多事情弄得我很累。
朋友们，如果最近我有给你们脸色看，对不起，我控制不了我的情绪。
只是面对你们，我的心事说不出口。
不是故意不说，但是却是难以启齿的。
我很多天的心情都很不好。
好像很久没有真正的快乐过。
好像很久没有开怀的一直大笑。
好像一直被很琐碎的事情烦恼着。
好像觉得世界只剩下我一个人。
好像觉得没有人来关心我。
好像觉得自己真的被忽略了。
发现幸福很快就消失。
发现原来自己是这么的可怜。
发现原来一大清早就哭，原来会弄到头很痛。
发现原来自己一个人，很难过，但我会去适应的。。
因为我知道我适应能力很强，所以没有关系的。。
我会努力这样的过生活。
不小心有了轻生的念头，我会努力地压着。
加油吧，这个世界最可怕的是人，还有孤单的感觉。

颤抖

心跳得很快
好像有点在颤抖
越来越无法控制
老是被这些无谓的东西牵着走也不是办法
想做一些真正重要的东西
可是，却力不从心，尽做一些无谓的事。。

不被珍惜的话，
就去找珍惜你的人。
突然，觉得很孤独
最近的日子应该是太闲空了。
所以才会想这些事。

突然想念有你们的日子。
不知道你们过得好不好。
真正关心我的人到底又有几个。
感觉得到吗？
不知道。
大家都在忙大家的。
现在受不了的话
以后，还得了。

好想把心挖走。
那就不会心痛
那就不会孤独
那就不会再颤抖。
好累哦。
也好烦哦。。
就我，好吗？

我们应该没有这么好了吧？
是朋友的话，就不会不顾别人的感受。
了解吗？
无奈。


Keep the faith.
i got no faith at all now.

Saegilchukahamida 生日快乐Happy Birthday My Beloved Xiah Junsoo Oppa

intend to make one video for u .
but really no mood to do so..sorry oppa.
take care oppa.
ALways keep the faith.
we will,oppa.
u guys must always keep the faith.
take care.
saranghaeyo


Sae Gil Chu Ka HAe YO~!

可以吗？

如果真的没人关心，那我有没有办法一直以个人生活？

有办法吗？

该读书了。。

加油。努力吧，在奋斗的大家

害怕

没有朋友还能活吗？

这句话听了很多次

有些朋友没有你依然能活

而且还活得很好

你有没有出现在他生命里

也许根本都不重要

在心情不好的时候

会找朋友倾诉，聊天

在自己状况最差的时候，

才深深的体会到朋友的重要

在生病的时候，

才知道有朋友是这么幸福的。

朋友是多么的重要。

可是，

爱情却是很脆弱的。

也许会因为一些很细微的原因，

一段感情就无法继续了

所以我很害怕，

想靠近，又怕被伤害，

很可怕，

很无奈，

毕竟爱情是两方面的事，

不是说你可以永远，对方就能永远，

不是说你爱他，他就会爱你。

也许就像当初，在远处看，

就不会伤害到被人，

伤害到自己。

越靠近，看到的事情越丑陋。

没有针对任何事情所发表的言论

只是最近对事情的看法

有些改变。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mildness250/21711870

SNSD hav their plastic surgery

the pics before and after

Yuri kinda freak me out

she sure had plastic surgery before

but i still like her...sob

Tiffany also..gosh...big differences!!

however,undoubtedly, her voice is really nice and amazing..

i dun like her attitude.but her voice is really nice tat;s the fact

LOL

i love BADMINTON

Getting used to it

everyone is having different lifes...
different form of life
different habits
different styles


kind of not used of certain things now
i am not sure what kind of feeling is it
as what i said before
i don't like big changes in my life
something out of my control

i like the way that person used to treat me
but everything is changed now
i am just another one
not the one
i should have known it earlier
i was blind by the feeling
i was so naive

people out there
just let go what you should give up
a step backward could make you see things clearly
weiyue's quote
i will try to
at least i will try...


wondering what kind of life i am having



just now yamcha with liangpaz wenyi and daphne
enjoy the time being with them
cant imagine the day daphne gonna leave us to ireland




life is cruel
we have to accept lots of cruel and harsh fact
we have to face lots of realistic things which could hurt us deeply
we should learn to grow
we still can live without someone
life still goes on
time still pass through
the earth still rotating
we should cherish what we have now
we should not blame anyone when we lost something
we should let go something that we really should give up
we should know that something is out of our control
we should realize that our power is so little


i pray for a better one
sounds funny and freaky



life will be better
at least i believe it.....


what am i talking about

i don't know



just like what Mr.Loh said


I dont even understand what i am talking about



i will keep the faith
just buck up dudes
i cant stand of it anymore
Unity of u guys
has broken
has been destroyed
just come out and tell the truth
i am waiting


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